Tuesday, December 24, 2013

Feelings  and Emoting
Of late, as I've admitted before, I have been remiss in chronicling the daily events and situations that I've encountered through my wanderings and travels- due to the fact that I have been thoroughly enjoying myself with my new lady love. Time flies when you're having fun:)

The past year has been, to the most part, a beautiful and enchanting traipsing trip into the everlasting field of happiness with cherished memories and wondrous moments all thanks to this new found LOVE.

We could, would, and did create Poetry in motion. Life was that beautiful,yes..

Poetry in life is all about using imagery to evoke emotion, and that works just as well in prose. 

In my book,metaphors, simile, and colorful language can be an effective way to convey emotions without ever using a specific emotion word.

And with new technological wonders available to us these days, through Whatsapp, Wechat and Twitter, those dang cute little emoticons also have an everlasting  ability to showcase for display, the many moods we elicit throughout the day. 

With Emoticons, which millions these days use in their digital conversational sets even those not suited to the written word are able to convey their innermost feelings without much hand wringing or verb selecting..

Emotions, I believe, are critical to making a person feel real

Either really loved or conversely, really used and abused. Being in love and the process of loving someone can and would heighten our emotions.

Heightened emotions can heighten the senses, so perceptions might be stronger.

All the above might eventually realize itself into a fear. 
Fear of being used and abused.
Fear of Losing. 

Fear of not being foremost in the minds of our loved ones in so much as we feel we feel for them. Our fears can induce a hyper-awareness, which in the case of LOVE, is magnified because love can make things feel more sensual than we normally feel..(It was definitely so for me)...I am aware that even scents trigger memories that evoke the emotion we want to show but are afraid to do so.

Problems arose though, in my beautiful relationship because I did not feel her fear?

Was I guilty of being careless, taking things for granted?
Probably not, because even she’s not feeling it. 

She is however equating those pangs of doubt, need & desire as emotions which she equated with neglect of her dignity, pride and well being.

Emotions trigger physical reactions, and these are clues I know can be used to determine how a person feels about themselves.. As in most examples projecting or equating one's personal happiness by the actions and /or inaction of another person.

Doubt, self loathing, recriminations of our past actions (or possibly love in the right circumstances- all give clues on the persons emotional state).

Unfortunately such emotions ,if left unattended tend to/ can trigger both a mental and a verbal fight or flight response. 

Sometimes what a person doesn’t say is more telling. An outward demeanor that contradicts the inner thoughts and feelings can show multiple layers of emotions.

I’ve evidenced with much alacrity, where even subtext can add conflict to a scene and can help increase the micro-tension between lovers.

In my case, I’d promised she who- cannot- be- named that I would introspect on my seemingly cavalier attitude towards her needs.

The lack of respect for another person’s time and efforts was apparent to her for I’d have had to ditch our private tete-a-tete’s on several occasions these past few weeks due to last minute schedule changes.

Each person will react differently to the same emotion, emotions of being needed, being admired and many others, so understanding how a person might react can guide us on how to evaluate what the other feels.
It appears that for all the good love can elicit from the minds and the ebullient irrational behavior from a person, the reality of life is such that often schedules and times can compromise the amount of limited time we allocate to each other and thus cause friction in that relationship.

Emotions can turn a ho-hum scene into one that stays in our mind long after the situation is over. I've juxtaposed many times, to meself why is that? 
The answer i've reached is that in my case I am an extroverted introvert. I feel things more externally, refusing to think about them an emotional level. Emotions just cause pain where there should be trust and care.
Others think too much and try to deny reacting to things. And, when one situation and person reacts in a certain way that provides another person with a chance to react, so emotions can build off one another–for better or worse..

That's it is a nutshell. We are all nuts in a shell that is called Earth.


The night before Christmas


T'was the night before Christmas and everything was
 very quiet in the house & alone in my thoughts
 I said  to myself, December has come 
yet again very fast and very dear


 Soon t'will be another year, another chance
To start our lives anew;
This time though, we’ll leap them old barriers
And have a real breakthrough.

We’ll take one little step
And then we’ll take one more,
Our unlimited potential
We’ll totally explore.

We’ll show off all our talents
Everyone will be inspired;
(Whew! While I’m writing this,
I’m getting very tired.)

We’ll give up all bad habits
We’ll read and learn a lot,
All our goals will be accomplished,

Sigh...or maybe not.



Oh well, Merry Christmas & a Happy New Year anyway!


Wednesday, December 4, 2013

Ha-Joon Chang - I Don't Do Maths

"Lunch with the FT: Ha-Joon Chang - I Don't Do Maths

By David Pilling
Over fish curry in Cambridge, the Korean economist and bestselling author says the time is right to embrace moral dilemmas as well as mathematical models
Illustration by Jimmy Turrell of Ha-Joon Chang©Jimmy Turrell

Ha-Joon Chang’s hands are chopping the air like helicopter blades. He whirrs them in a tight 360-degree spin or brings them down on the beat like a conductor. Sometimes he tightens his fists to emphasize frustration, or holds his hands flat – palms upwards, fingers splayed – as though weighing two bags of rice. At one point he stretches both arms over his head before bringing them together as if along an invisible monkey bar.

What could be prompting so much passion? You guessed it. We are talking economics.

In Chang’s hands, though, economics is not dry. The 50-year-old South Korean-born academic is the author of several bestselling books on the subject, leavened with wit and bearing provocative titles such as 23 Things They Don’t Tell You About Capitalism (2010) and Bad Samaritans: The Guilty Secrets of Rich Nations and the Threat to Global Prosperity (2007). His 23 Things, which claims that free markets don’t exist and that the washing machine changed society more than the internet, has sold 650,000 copies and been translated into 32 languages.

 All in all, he estimates, his books have been bought by more than 1.3m people – not bad for an economist who turned up in Cambridge 27 years ago barely able to speak English. Yet in an email sent before we meet, he spells out an irony. “I am one of the most successful economists, according to what markets tell us, though most of my professional colleagues, who are much keener to accept market outcomes than I am, would dismiss me as a crank or – the worst of all abuses among economists – a ‘sociologist’.

Chang conducts his guerrilla war against economic orthodoxy from a cramped office at Cambridge university’s Sidgwick site. For him, economics is a tool for changing the world, not for explaining why the world is as we find it. He is a reader at Cambridge rather than a full professor, a relative sidelining he attributes to his heterodox approach. “I don’t do maths,” he says, blinking softly through his round, silver-rimmed spectacles. “A lot of economists think I’m not an economist.”
He is, though, a star with a big following. In the wake of the global financial crisis, organisations such as the International Monetary Fund – which used to regard him as “an oddity” – regularly invite him to speak. Still, he reckons the economics profession overall remains resistant to fresh ideas, clinging to its status as a pseudoscience undergirded by unbreakable mathematical rules. “These things do not change overnight. The German physicist Max Planck once said science progresses one funeral at a time.”
We have come to the Rice Boat, a Keralan restaurant specialising in south Indian cuisine. A 10-minute walk from Chang’s office, it has become his unofficial canteen. The restaurant is large and, when we walk in, entirely empty, though Chang assures me it’s heaving in the evenings. The walls are a garish yellow and hung with the sort of Indian paintings you might find at a car-boot sale. The bathroom lights don’t work and I am handed a lightsaber-type wand to negotiate the darkness. The food, despite the unpromising surroundings, turns out to be excellent.
Chang recommends chicken, lamb and tuna cutlets as a starter followed by Kerala red fish curry and the restaurant’s “famous” Kerala beef fry. “You can have beef here because they are Christians.” We also choose appam, a spongy pancake made with fermented rice and coconut milk, some chapattis, and a portion of Kerala boiled rice, which Chang explains is fluffier than the Basmati variety. I wonder if he’d like to join me for a beer. “I don’t drink at lunchtime because I’m very weak at alcohol like most Asians,” he says apologetically, ordering a sweet lassi instead. I decide not to let down the journalistic profession and select a bottle of Konrad 11, a sharp and tangy Czech lager.
. . .
Chang is dressed in academic casual, an open-neck shirt and slacks. His fringe is as jagged as a graph of booms and busts – absent Keynesian countercyclical spending – and his kindly face boyishly pudgy. As he marshals argument after argument against his intellectual enemies, I think of a teddy bear savaging a Rottweiler.
“The predominant view in the profession is that there’s one particular way of doing economics. It’s basically to set up some mathematical model, the more complicated the better,” he says, advocating instead what he calls a multidisciplinary approach. “In a biology department, you have people doing all sorts of different things. So some do DNA analysis, others do anatomy, some people go and sit with gorillas in the forests of Burundi, and others do experiments with rats. But they are called biologists because biologists recognise that living organisms are complex things and you cannot understand them only at one level. So why can’t economists become like that? Yes, you do need people crunching numbers, but you also need people going to factories and doing surveys, you need people watching political changes to see what’s going on.”
The cutlets arrive with a clatter. Chang squeezes on lemon juice and cuts them up so we can share. The chicken is sumptuously juicy.
Doesn’t the success of Freakonomics (2005), written by Steven Levitt and Stephen Dubner, disprove his notion that economics is closed to new approaches? “They don’t get huge brownie points for writing for the general public because a lot of economists have a very dim view of what the general public can understand,” he says. “But theFreakonomics guys are accepted as part of the mainstream because they have this very particular view of human behaviour, which is ‘rational choice’. That is: ‘We are all selfish, we basically do our best to promote our self-interest and that choice is made in a rational way.’ ”
“I don’t take that view,” he says, cramming in a piece of lamb before he continues. “Rational thinking is an important aspect of human nature, but we have imagination, we have ambition, we have irrational fear, we are swayed by other people, we get indoctrinated and we get influenced by advertising,” he says. “Even if we are actually rational, leaving it to the market may produce collectively irrational outcomes. So when a bubble develops it is rational for individuals to keep inflating the bubble, thinking that they can pull out at the last minute and make a lot of money. But collectively speaking . . . ” His hands create a bomb blast above the cutlets.
Today the economics profession is like the Catholic clergy that refused to translate the Bible, so unless you knew Latin you couldn’t read it - Ha-Joon Chang
He takes a slurp of lassi and smiles beatifically. I ask how the economics profession has been hijacked by a single methodology. “Hijacked, yes. I think that’s right,” he says, evidently pleased with my choice of word. “Unfortunately, a lot of economists wanted to make their subject a science. So the more what you do resembles physics or chemistry the more credible you become. The economics profession is like the Catholic clergy. In the old days, they refused to translate the Bible, so unless you knew Latin you couldn’t read it. Today, unless you are good at maths and statistics, you cannot penetrate the economic literature.”
This, he says, leaves economic decision-making to a high priesthood of technocrats and central bankers. “Fat chance that a union official in Bradford will be able to beat the academic spouting rational choice theory,” he says. This – and here is his punchline – suits those with money and power. “If you have a professor from MIT or Oxford saying that things are as they are because they have to be, then as a person benefiting from the status quo you can’t be happier.”
. . .
As our main course arrives the table begins to fill with a fantastic array of curries and breads. I’m famished and eating faster than Chang. The beef, full of competing flavours, is particularly terrific. “A lot of social democrats bought into that fairy tale [of market perfection],” he says. “That’s why I am writing these popular books, because people have been told a very particular story and they need some antidote to it. I’m not saying I have some kind of monopoly over truth, but at least you need to hear a different side of the story.”
We turn to his childhood, when he witnessed first-hand how economic policies can transform a country’s fortunes. He was born in Seoul in 1963. His father was a finance ministry official and his mother a teacher. Two years before Chang was born, Korea’s gross domestic product per capita was $82 compared with $179 in Ghana. He remembers how red the soil was in Seoul, now one of the world’s most neon-filled cities, because all the trees had been cut down for firewood. “I wasn’t deprived,” says Chang, who grew up in a house with two maids and the neighbourhood’s first television set. “But poverty was everywhere.”
Park Chung-hee had recently seized power in a military coup. Korea established a steel industry, a seemingly eccentric choice for a country without iron ore (it had to import it from Australia and Canada) or coking coal. Yet steel became a foundation of Korea’s industrial success. Chang believes that Park, though a dictator, made some smart choices and that the only countries to have prospered are those that ignored the siren call of free markets and comparative advantage – the idea that you stick to growing bananas if you’re a tropical island – and planned their escape from poverty.
Chang took those ideas with him to Cambridge in 1986, where he studied first for a masters and then a PhD on industrial policy. His first impression was how quiet England was. “In those days, everything closed at five o’clock and nothing was open on Sunday. Coming from Asia, it was like walking into a ghost town.” But the UK also had its charms: “I used to joke that I came to England – not to the US where most Koreans go – because I like Arthur Conan Doyle and Agatha Christie.”
His studies consolidated his thinking. Countries, he argued, needed to develop their capabilities, just as a child’s potential is stretched in school. In 1955, for example, when General Motors alone was producing 3.5m cars, Japan had 11 or 12 manufacturers collectively producing 70,000. “From the short-term point of view, it was madness for Japan to try to develop an auto industry,” he says. “Except that the Japanese realised, ‘We will get nowhere if we stick to what we are already good at, like silk.’ ”
But can’t the protection of infant industries go terribly wrong? In countries such as Argentina and India, closed economies led to lazy monopolies selling shoddy goods in the name of self-sufficiency. Chang agrees. Only those states that forced their entrepreneurs to compete internationally succeeded, he says. “In Bad Samaritans, I have this chapter called ‘My Six-Year Old Son Should Get a Job’. I’m trying to explain that the reason I don’t send this little guy to the labour market is because I believe that it pays, in the long run, for him to have an education rather than shining shoes and selling chewing gum. Protection is given with a view to eventually pushing your companies into the world market in the same way that you send your kids to school but [you] don’t subsidise them until they’re 45.”
He tears the appam and hands me a piece. It’s airy and faintly sweet and wonderful for mopping up the curry. “We have been led to believe that the market is some kind of natural phenomenon. But in the end, the market is a political construct.” The regulations around us – for instance those banning child labour or private money-printing – are invisible, he says. He cites the example of how Park’s government engineered a 30 per cent jump in wages through a massive shrinkage of the labour force. It was achieved, he explains, by making education compulsory up to the age of 12, removing at a stroke millions of children from the labour pool. Policy changed the market reality.
. . . 
As Chang turns to the fish curry, I ask about his family. He met his Korean wife in 1992 and married her the following year. “As a good Korean I am very impatient,” he grins. He has two children. His son, now 13, is still being sheltered at school from a career in shoe shining. His daughter is reading history at Oxford university. So she’s broken out of the economics trap, I say. “Good for her,” he replies, raising his lassi.
We order a double espresso for Chang and black filter coffee for me. We’ve been talking for nearly two hours but he still has bags of energy and I still have bags of questions. What’s all this about the washing machine and the internet?
“I was not trying to dismiss the importance of the internet revolution but I think its importance has been exaggerated partly because people who write about these things are usually middle-aged men who have never used a washing machine,” he replies. “It’s human nature to think that the changes you are living through are the most momentous, but you need to put these things into perspective. I brought up the washing machine to highlight the fact that even the humblest thing can have huge consequences. The washing machine, piped gas, running water and all these mundane household technologies enabled women to enter the labour market, which then meant that they had fewer children, had them later, invested more in each of them, especially female children. That changed their bargaining positions within the household and in wider society, giving women votes and endless changes. It has transformed the way we live.”
Finally, I ask whether he thinks economics is a moral pursuit. Chang’s starting point seems to be that economic policies can make the world better. “Moral dilemmas are unavoidable,” he says as I signal for the bill. “Don’t forget that, at least in this country, economics used to be a branch of moral philosophy. Adam Smith, Karl Marx, Joseph Schumpeter – they’re not just writing about economics, but about politics and culture and society and morality.” He drains his cup. “How has this wonderful subject we call economics become so narrow-minded? I find that really sad.” "

Monday, December 2, 2013

An expression of Disgust

We are where we are.
We did not get to choose where we are born into; neither did we get to choose who our parent will be nor their socio economic and moral, ethical standings' in any given society. But in this country, that parentage molds us to be who the leaders think we should be. 

We are defined by our race and religion.

And indirectly we will be who they think we are, growing up in the mold mentioned above but mostly We think we are basically individuals with no say in the running of our larger Family i.e our country. 

This is because we are trained from young to just follow orders and obey the general consensus. Nothing wrong in that (in absolute individualistic terms) and we are told from the very beginning that along a Schumacherian vein, the small man in his small house can be as happy as the big man in his mansion because, at any one time, both can only be in one place respectively so that in each instantaneous moment, the calculus of personal satisfaction is just a single-variable function of the personal philosophy of life.

This too, I do not doubt.

For, the happiness of the big man testing out every square foot of his mansion cannot be multiples bigger than the happiness of the small man standing in his meager lot because the happiness of either is only realized at each single place at any one time. 
Having two hand-phones does not enable one to conduct two conversations at the same time. 

Man is made for solitary singularity but can only survive in multiple pluralities.

It could be half the problems of the world are caused by forgetting there are limitations to everything. And the other half must have been caused by thinking there is no limitation to anything. People with money and power always forget this to their own detriment but unfortunately the time that passes between lessons for this group of people often means years of suffering to the common man.

That's why we have the middle class.
In the middle. Fence sitters . I take care my own business kinda people.  But mostly they consist of creative people.
A creative class normally will inspire the middle class to move forward in life and comfort zones..
A creative class is made up of highly educated and independent-minded individuals making their living by creatively solving complex problems.

The country I live in doesn’t have a creative class. We are a consumiming nation made of of enterprising businessmen.The entrepreneurs we have are people who burrow their way through red tape, borrow their way to finance their enterprise and barrow their loads in daily grinds to make an extra buck for tomorrow's dream.

They don't solve complex problems of the world. Because they were not given much of an education of any differentiating  standard. So they don't know what is needed to become classy creative’s.

They only compensate by trying to be independent-minded. But being so without an ecosystem to germinate ideas or share resources or create new uses and designs or solve hardy and tricky problems will not yield great solutions, for that matter the breakthroughs that world markets of worth demand in common pursuit of real improvements.

The people of the creative class are the people who will start the new industries that will push growth and create opportunities for the people of the middle class to rise up another notch.

Affordability and mobility are this century's pillars of the earth.
And , people will always want to improve.  But improvements cost money and thus inflation creeps in and Prices will always go up.

This is where able administration of the nations finances becomes one of the crux of a better future for the generation here today and the generations to come in the future.
If income disposed to buy improvements is static as in the case for most wage-earning middle income earners, then they will become poorer- as defined by increasing inability to buy what they want, let alone need.

What is galling in our case has been the false sense of comfort created by distorting our economic performance through subsidization from the very beginning.

This sense of performing well lulled too many into thinking we are competitive in the world market to which our economy and livelihoods are linked.

As subsidies get shaved off one by one, reality sets in because the life-support system in the earlier years is now unplugged when the patient has yet to be able to ventilate his own lungs  and predicated on this untimely economic move has been the loss of our Malaysian currency value vis-a-vis  the world’s currency basket; the global inflationary movement due to Quantitative easing conducted by the US Fed, Japanese Govt & Bank of China.... which causes the HOT MONEY created to seek interest paying markets... as opposed to their own markets which DO NOT pay interest.

To the false performance caused by ignoring our costs being subsidized, must also be added the false benefits of privatization which in our case has only served to socialize costs but privatize profits to the benefit of those close to the administarion.

And the effects of false privatization have in turn been magnified by unseemly spending of enormous amounts of public funds to no accountable effect for public good.

Meanwhile we forget a country can only be sustained in its development by the same thing needed to sustain the propagation of families ie proper planning, proper administration of cashflow and a concerted vision towards a combined better future….. for all races and citizens.

And unfortunately in this country,the obvious problems of the bumbling middle class :) is that of stagnanting incomes (except those in speculative activities such as the stock market or the property market and some would even say the financial services including banking) in the face of rising cost of living.

As in any country- big or small, First, people come together and get attracted with each other. Then biology takes over and some more are created. A sense of responsibility replaces both happy and go lucky, individual first feelings. Roots are sowed  marriage is perceived and families are born and then the great dailygrind begins. Along the way, the drama of life unfolds. Ups and downs;  round and round. Then mid way,we stock take and wonder why and where its all heading. Finally the curtain drops as things slow down to peter to a stop.

If the administration is run well, the principles of life and the discipline of conduct will see all through whatever the challenges and tribulations inevitable to come.

If otherwise, the administrator’s pilih kasih, the commitment of its citizens will break, people will go do their own thing, and the family will lose its identity, direction and role as anchor and safe harbor.
In short,the roof over our combines heads will be blown away. 
This is the end result of both bad leadership and unethical conceptual planning.

That's why we have submarines that cannot sink, stadiums that have their structural beams collapsing under the weight of screaming football fans & ceilings in public hospitals fall down three months after completion these days.

Sunday, November 24, 2013

The Next Day Dinner with new friends

WE had so many events that was worth mentiong on this excursion. From the simple street vendor meals to our hosted lunch in Pasir ris with Sittapa and his family. But the one meal that stood out was this, a Superb Dinner at the Ying Luck THAI Rest in PURVEEN STREET with Mitchell's friend Pamela & her group of airline pilots and stewardesses. Pure fun and mayhem was to follow us that night with this group in tow!

Champagne and Wine starts the still cordial welcoming get together.


13 Bottles of wine and counting later



Yum Seng !



Very Delicious green chicken curry.


The Salad was a special concoction of Pomelo and leafy vegetables. Excellent!


Pamela & Michelle.



This is where we all ended up. The Raffles Hotel Long Bar.









More champagne and wine to celebrate the new found friends!




Savouring the Singaporean Welcome.

The Fun Times in S'PORE

First thing First. Checking on the CPF updates !

Then it was off to VIVO CITY for some shopping 

With Ashley of the Casa Del Rio Sales Team before Dinner

Dinner @ the Tung Lok Rest in Orchard OG



Then Back to Shopping at Robinsons!

WOW! What a Night.
Time to allow for some sweet surrender.

Hosted stay by Concorde Hotel Singapore-2013

Checking into the Concorde Hotel premier lounge

The Lounge facilities

Shopping In Orchard Rd.

I love their window displays. So Beautiful.




Counting the exchange rates?

Tis' the season to be merry...Tra.La.La,

Breakfast In the Premier Lounge




Pamela also dropped in and  invited us to join her for dinner at a Thai rest.

What is a 'HINDU' ?

In 1995, Chief Justice P. B. Gajendragadkarwas quoted in anIndian Supreme Court ruling:

When we think of the Hindu religion, unlike other religions in the world, the Hindu religion does not claim any one prophet; it does not worship any one god; it does not subscribe to any one dogma; it does not believe in any one philosophic concept; it does not follow any one set of religious rites or performances; in fact, it does not appear to satisfy the narrow traditional features of any religion orcreed. It may broadly be described as away of life and nothing more.

Common Misunderstandings on Hinduism

Vedanta (and all Hinduism) is entirely monistic, believing only in the all-pervading world-soul, Brahman, rather than a personal God

This advaita philosophy is certainly popular, and offers a simple explanation of the many deities. Nonetheless, many theologians have considered God to be a person. He is not merely an anthropomorphic representation, nor are the various deities and murtis simply incarnations or representations of an impersonal Supreme.

Thus Hinduism includes both monism and monotheism. It is misleading to call the Abrahamic religions,"the monotheistic traditions," implying that monotheism is absent from the Eastern traditions. Vedanta includes many monotheistic schools. They may accept the existence of many gods and goddesses, but strongly emphasizes the pre-eminence of the Supreme Deity.



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